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Monday, April 07, 2008

Ramiele Got Booted Out

Oh loh! Sad to say but our very own Ramiele Malubay, the last true amateur of the competition, got booted out of American Idol. No more reason for me to watch AI on QTV anymore, and no more video performances of her to upload in my iPod. (sigh) She's really done enough to make our flag proudly waving on world stage. Hopefully, this won't be the last we'll be seeing her 'cause she really has the talent to make it big in the music industry. For sure the two network giants here in the Philippines are in a tug-of-war of sorts right now for the exclusive rights of signing her to make her appear in their turf and give her a recording contract. Good luck on your next journey Ramiele.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Anawangin Escapade

Thank God I got a time off this Holy Week and went to Anawangin Cove in Zambales with friends to relax and unwind. The place is a paradise of sorts, great scenery wherein you'll feel that you're one of the casts of Lost. It'll take you a 20 minute boatride from Pundaquit, a barangay of San Antonio, Zambales before you reach the cove. The bangkeros will leave you there and just pick you up on the day and time you instructed them. The place is not yet commercialized, the only structure you'll see there is a deep-well poso and an old style C.R. with no roof, just nipa as walls. And lo, no electricity and no network signals for your celfones, so it's to better to turn off the phones to conserve the batteries. A great escape from the suffocating and stressful urban life. So when you go there, you have to bring everything from your tents, to your drinking water, butane stove and utensils, enough food and garbage bags which gives you the camp hiking feeling. So better make sure that the supplies lasts. We stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights. Enough to get ourselves recharged for the work waiting for us when we get back to our comfort zones.

And once we got a glimpse of civilization, the first text message I received was from a friend, informing me that Ramiele Malubay got booted out of AI. Of all the text messages I could receive?! All want to do is go home and check the news online. And once I finally got the true picture, I wanted to give them a mouthful of @#&$%. But a sigh of relief made me not do anything violent on them, hoho! Just to know that she's still in the competition is enough for me to remain calm. They just made a prank on me because they know that I avidly follow what's happening on her on AI. I don't know, maybe because my "girlfriend" and Rami are both from Florida. But anyway, someday I'll get my chance for payback.


Monday, March 31, 2008

Set You Free?

Being selfish...
Hmmmmm...
I still don't know...
Still speechless and undecided...


"If you love someone you should set them free" or "If you love someone you should fight for what you feel" You decide?


I want to know if this is real,
I can't believe you finally arrived
After all these years that I've waited
The emptiness will not remain forever.
But still I don't know how to...
Intimidation quickly lirked into my mind
The reality of realities seemed to halt me,
Cause I don't want to pretend what I'm not.

I can't sustain your perfect life
I can't ruin where you're presently at
A lot of old things that you love will be changed
If love will bloom in our hearts today
Well, that's why they say that love is blind
But our case is an exception definitely
Cause I want you to be happy
Even if the answer wouldn't be me

I can't give you everything...
I only have my pure love to share with,
and a heart that knows no boundary;
A love that is true, longing and sincere
But what it's telling me is to set you free...


Cause you love somebody else better than me....


Heartaches, when will it end? I think not, as long as there's love it'll always be here to stay. To end this let me just quote Shakespeare:

"If you love and get hurt, love more.
If you love more and get hurt more, love even more.
If you love even more and get hurt even more,
love some more until it hurts no more."

Monday, June 27, 2005

Rain Endlessly

"Pitter, Patter, Pitter, Patter..."

The sound of the falling rain may signal the start of the rainy season. Giving us cold shivering nights, and making me remember and reminisce the past accompanied with its pains. It once gave me the perfect camouflage to hide away tears and pretend that everything's all right, as if the heaven is sharing with me the grief and sorrow I once felt, pouring everything it has until the sun comes out again.

For old time's sake, here I am again, thankful for the rain for giving me solace once again...


RAIN ENDLESSLY

Let the rain fall endlessly
And share my bitter pills with me
Coz now I feel hopeless and ill,
Now that she left me.

Let it rain on and on and on
So to hide the tears that've overflown
I don't have any thoughts to throw,
And no other emotions to show.

Rain...please don't refrain
As long as the pain remains,
Here in my heart like a stain
Rain, please don't abstain.

Pour it all, pour all that you have
As long as she's not coming back
I'd better be cold because now I lack
The warmth of love that only she has.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I May Not...

Feeling desperate that the world we're living in revolves around money and that the motivation of people nowadays is just to achieve wealth and fame, that even LOVE is being tainted?

LOVE can now be swooned by what you have in your pocket,
not by what you have in your heart...
LOVE now became materialistic...
LOVE can now be bought...
LOVE isn't love anymore....


Here's just a simple poem I wrote offering nothing but...MYSELF alone.


I may not be that goodlooking,
but I thank God for simply being me...

I may not wear fine clothings,
but the one who's wearing it is sincere with his feelings...

I may not bring you to the finest places,
but I can never leave you - I'll be with you always...

I may not give you a mansion to live on,
but I can give you a home full of love and affection...

I may not put a diamond ring in your finger,
but my love for you will last more than forever...

I may not be the best there is,
but the love I have for you will be with you through eternity...

I may not be the one you LOVE...

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Judge Dread

Just happened to see this article I wrote before while I was browsing my files. Written more than 5 years ago for our local church's quarterly newsletter publication "The Gardener."


You're riding a bus on your way to school or work when it suddenly stopped to pick up some commuters. Then a not-so-old man who looks like a villain from one of Fernando Poe Jr.'s movies comes in. Your mind instinctively told you to pray because the guy looks very suspicious. As you were saying your silent prayer you saw the bus conductor asked the man his destination. Instead of answering the question, the man quickly lunges for his pocket. Then here comes your imaginative mind again telling you, "He's going to pull his gun and declare a holdup..." And as soon as you finish creating such suspicion, the man pulls his old twenty-peso bill from his pocket and softly tells the conductor, "Munoz lang brod." With a sigh of relief, you calmly told yourself, "Thank you, Lord."

Sounds familiar? Such scenes are figments of our imagination bordering on being judgmental. We judge people by the way they look, the way they dress, the way they speak, the way they act. Our own biases plays a great part with the way we treat people and think about them. This can be traced back to our past experiences during childhood when "negative first impressions" had such an unpleasant impact in our subconsciousness.

We need to get rid of such flaws in our nature. As new creatures (I Corinthians 5:17), we need to think, speak and act in a way that will give glory to our Savior, Healer, Sanctifier and coming King. Let us claim the enabling power of God which will help us look at others as His gift to us.

Let us remember not to judge others by what we see, neither by what we hear. For as we judge, God will also judge us, and with the measure we use, such will be God's measures to us (Isaiah 11:3; Matthew 7:1).

So next time we're in a bus and a suspicious-looking guy comes in and turns out to be a real holdupper, just be calm. Let us hold on to God's promise that "He will never leave us nor forsake us." (Hebrews 13:5)

Friday, March 18, 2005

It's Been Awhile

It has really been a while since my last posting. I'd been busy the past couple of weeks and couldn't find some time to put something in here. Well, just decided to post some of my poems and works just so that my blog won't gather some dust and cobwebs.
I would also like to thank those who watched the "You're Missing Piece" concert featuring Prasia organized by Alliance Youth Philippines - Bulacan. Am proud to be a part of this concert, eventhough my part was just to make the logo, tickets and posters. It's always a high to serve God.

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